Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Chocolate Night!!!!!!!!!
One of my best experiences ever!!!!!!!! Yes!!! It's CHOCOLATE NIGHT!!!XD last night Eu Pin, Angel, Jun and April brought me to their Young Adult' special gathering which was chocolate...hmm how to start...well I gotta I got to eat a lot of chocolate!!! Like Chocolate fondue, Chocolate milkshake, chocolate brownies, chocolate cake, chocolate cookies, chocolate pies, chocolate mousse and many more!!! hahaha Even till now I still have abit of chcofobia from eating all that tasty chocolate treats XD Anyway, it was a lot of fun last night being there with a lot new ppl which at start I was kinda nervous meeting people I never met XD Though, in the end it was fun I actually gt to meet and talk to almost all of them( yeah me!!! haha) Oh and I would seriously like to thank all of you guys who were there and the ones who invited me to go there again!!! Thanks guys!!! You guys rocks!!!!!
Friday, April 29, 2011
Almost.....
Yes, it's almost half a year already and you know what it means rite guys??????? we going to be reunited sooooooooooon!!!!!!!! well there's still half a year even this is something that we can rejoice about!!!!!! woohoo!! ok turning things down a little bit....ehem....Btw I hope that you all are doing fine wherever you are and since we all have begun our studies, I can finally wish all of you at once good luck in your studies and take care and come back soon hahahaha
P.s I was having a fever when I wrote this so yeah epic randomness!!! hahahahaXD
P.s I was having a fever when I wrote this so yeah epic randomness!!! hahahahaXD
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
I Can't!
Why am I such a failure! Nervousness is the only feeling I wish to have it removed from my soul, how many times have I become a failure because of you, how many tears have I shed because of you and how many friends and families have I let down because of you! I can't go on like this, always trying to stay strong every time i failed in doing something and forcing a stupid smile on my face..... How many times have I been comforted, and how many times I have let them down....I will lose count soon...but now I can't go on like this, I need to stop for now in this place while other people keeps moving ahead of me......I'm sorry but I can't do it for now, for the fear is just too unbearable.....
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Voices Of My Heart
What I hear, what I see, I want to share with you guys. Everything I do, I want to do it together with all of you. But now I can't at all.Therefore, every day I wait, I hope, I pray and I anticipate the day when we all will be together again, all of us in one place not separated at all, and all of you are in a hand's reach distant from me and I know that that day will come to me soon in the near yet far future and all of us will be reunited again.............
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Voices In My Head Vs Voices of Angels
Inner Voice A: Your terrible, how could you only get that kind of results while your friends can get such high results?
Inner Voice B: Pathetic! with this kind of results you can no longer have the future you desire! Just give up already! Your friends are going to leave you behind!
Inner Voice C: I am alone, everyone is so happy, I am the only one aren't I, why, my dreams are disappearing..I can't go on like this, so I think I'll stop whatever I'm doing....
VS!
Outer Voice A: It's ok, your grades does not determine who you are, not yet! so dont give up on anything! Sp try hard! and do your best in everything you do!
Outer Voice B: Your grades are not bad at all believe in yourself ok? Work harder in A-levels ok? and when I come back here, I want to see you achieving good reults ok?
Outer Voice C: Dude! Cheer up ok? your results arent that bad ok? so dont beat yourself up too much its not good for you, you know^^
Outer Voice D, Outer Voice E................
In the end the outer voices saved me, and I would like to thanks everyone who cheered me up today,all of you Thank you so much for helping to get back on my feet and keep walking down the road of life and I'm sorry if I have worried you guys too..............You Guys Are The Greatest Friends EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Inner Voice B: Pathetic! with this kind of results you can no longer have the future you desire! Just give up already! Your friends are going to leave you behind!
Inner Voice C: I am alone, everyone is so happy, I am the only one aren't I, why, my dreams are disappearing..I can't go on like this, so I think I'll stop whatever I'm doing....
VS!
Outer Voice A: It's ok, your grades does not determine who you are, not yet! so dont give up on anything! Sp try hard! and do your best in everything you do!
Outer Voice B: Your grades are not bad at all believe in yourself ok? Work harder in A-levels ok? and when I come back here, I want to see you achieving good reults ok?
Outer Voice C: Dude! Cheer up ok? your results arent that bad ok? so dont beat yourself up too much its not good for you, you know^^
Outer Voice D, Outer Voice E................
In the end the outer voices saved me, and I would like to thanks everyone who cheered me up today,all of you Thank you so much for helping to get back on my feet and keep walking down the road of life and I'm sorry if I have worried you guys too..............You Guys Are The Greatest Friends EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Saturday, March 5, 2011
1s LSt!!! cLOVEr- Introduction
I look at it and smiled, I like how the green of the leaves are heart shaped and it does not bloom any flower and its green all over and yet it always caught my attention, the little plant that you always can find so easily but to find one with four heart shaped petals, yes that's it its a four leaf clover.....
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