Macy Gray - Beauty In The World

Everything seems okay...but somehow......I just don't feel right.....

I LOVE Ballroom dancing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XD

WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! I did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got passed my dance exam with a high commendation and I nailed the performance tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had a great time performing and dancing different types of dances like chachacha, jive, rumba, rock and roll, square tango and poco poco!! not only was I able to meet awesome people who are also totally into ballroom dancing but I was able to take pictures with the Malyasian ballroom champions which was total awesomeness!!!! And I get to watch them perform paso doble, cha cha, jive and samba! But the most surprising thing that happened to me tonight is that I found out that I have a cousin(i think) who is only 8 years old and she's doing ballroom as well!!!! Well that's all I guess for this post, and now I shall hit the books and prepare myself for my upcoming battles with Math, Chemistry, Biology and the worst subject(For me) PHYSICS!!!!

Pushing towards our dreams one day at a time....XD

OMG's and Thank Yous!XD

I am.......................................................................18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XD I dedicate this post to all my friends for their awesome....birthday wishes that came from Miri, Kuching, KL, Perth and New Zealand!!!! I was really happy to hear those two special words  " Happy Birthday!!" hahaha But all and all I had a great birthday thanks to you guys!!! Oh yeah before I end this post...I wanna give a big shout out to some of them!! haha Kuching girl and KL peeps!! Jiayou a!!!!!! especially those who are taking their exams now a!!! Oh and AhMei( you know who you are~~) less than one month dy o~~~ hahaha and Jacky! Jiayou!!! do your best!!! and mostly!!! Ricky!!! Pauline!! Elvan!! John!! and Yann Ong!! Thank you!! hahaha it was such an awesome surprise!! and it was the best video I ever watched!!!XD P.s I still remember you!!XD

Through Experience And Pain, I Learn

Its been so long since I had this feeling, a warm feeling that is mixed with both happiness and sadness. Because of the past which stopped me from moving on, I was never able to change, but now I think I have, though sometimes, I still feel regret, not able to tell that person how I felt because of fear. But now I know, through those experience and pain, I want to tell that one person that your smile is ever so charming and by which you can lift me up from the depths of my despair and failure and your sunshine like personality can brighten my day....I must say I do not know you well, but I will say this, Thank you, for unknowingly helping me...

NO MORE

Enough is enough! I can't take it anymore! being invisible to practically everyone is getting more and more tiring! I am going to change...be it for the better or the worse since you all can't see me either way it does'nt matter so I will change...so maybe then things will change and then no longer will I be in this state and I know that no one will ever notice it anyway not this blog not anything....