Through Experience And Pain, I Learn

Its been so long since I had this feeling, a warm feeling that is mixed with both happiness and sadness. Because of the past which stopped me from moving on, I was never able to change, but now I think I have, though sometimes, I still feel regret, not able to tell that person how I felt because of fear. But now I know, through those experience and pain, I want to tell that one person that your smile is ever so charming and by which you can lift me up from the depths of my despair and failure and your sunshine like personality can brighten my day....I must say I do not know you well, but I will say this, Thank you, for unknowingly helping me...