Pushing towards our dreams one day at a time....XD

OMG's and Thank Yous!XD

I am.......................................................................18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XD I dedicate this post to all my friends for their awesome....birthday wishes that came from Miri, Kuching, KL, Perth and New Zealand!!!! I was really happy to hear those two special words  " Happy Birthday!!" hahaha But all and all I had a great birthday thanks to you guys!!! Oh yeah before I end this post...I wanna give a big shout out to some of them!! haha Kuching girl and KL peeps!! Jiayou a!!!!!! especially those who are taking their exams now a!!! Oh and AhMei( you know who you are~~) less than one month dy o~~~ hahaha and Jacky! Jiayou!!! do your best!!! and mostly!!! Ricky!!! Pauline!! Elvan!! John!! and Yann Ong!! Thank you!! hahaha it was such an awesome surprise!! and it was the best video I ever watched!!!XD P.s I still remember you!!XD

Through Experience And Pain, I Learn

Its been so long since I had this feeling, a warm feeling that is mixed with both happiness and sadness. Because of the past which stopped me from moving on, I was never able to change, but now I think I have, though sometimes, I still feel regret, not able to tell that person how I felt because of fear. But now I know, through those experience and pain, I want to tell that one person that your smile is ever so charming and by which you can lift me up from the depths of my despair and failure and your sunshine like personality can brighten my day....I must say I do not know you well, but I will say this, Thank you, for unknowingly helping me...

NO MORE

Enough is enough! I can't take it anymore! being invisible to practically everyone is getting more and more tiring! I am going to change...be it for the better or the worse since you all can't see me either way it does'nt matter so I will change...so maybe then things will change and then no longer will I be in this state and I know that no one will ever notice it anyway not this blog not anything....

Drawings XD

Rough sketch XD

The real one XD

trying to draw something interesting but it didn't turn out very well Xp hope you guys like it XD

Change! Lyrics! XD

Nice guys finish last,
That's why I'm being rude,
It's not what I really wanna do.
But, you only date bad guys so,
I'll give it my best try to,
Treat you the way you want me to.
But behind the scenes she means the world to me.
Wanna tell her that she's beautiful, and show her that she's loved.
Hold her hand when she's scared, tell her how much I care...
Epic failed...tried to write a blog but I copied these lyrics instead! lol XD

Chocolate Night!!!!!!!!!

One of my best experiences ever!!!!!!!! Yes!!! It's CHOCOLATE NIGHT!!!XD last night Eu Pin, Angel, Jun and April brought me to their Young Adult' special gathering which was chocolate...hmm how to start...well I gotta I got to eat a lot of chocolate!!! Like Chocolate fondue, Chocolate milkshake, chocolate brownies, chocolate cake, chocolate cookies, chocolate pies, chocolate mousse and many more!!! hahaha Even till now I still have abit of chcofobia from eating all that tasty chocolate treats XD Anyway, it was a lot of fun last night being there with a lot new ppl which at start I was kinda nervous meeting people I never met XD  Though, in the end it was fun I actually gt to meet and talk to almost all of them( yeah me!!! haha) Oh and I would seriously like to thank all of you guys who were there and the ones who invited me to go there again!!! Thanks guys!!! You guys rocks!!!!!