Imaginative Scenery: Despair/Hope

Standing in a deserted street,with water falling from the heavens above...it suits though, the feeling in my, after what happened to me, my failure, my lost and my disappointment.....but slowly the rain washes it all away....carrying all that is hurting me and chaining me down, preventing me from moving on....and then the dark clouds clears up, letting rays of sunlight passing through them, and that gave me a new start, it was the hope that I needed to move on alone....... 

I'm Falling..................In Love?

Looking behind me, I see you there, smiling as usual....
We talk for the first time and you still had your enchanting smile....
Whenever our eyes meets, I blush.....
Even though I can never say what I wanted to say to you not even a proper greeting..........
But still what's happening to me...am I really falling again? But I'm scared by the past...how will I deal with it this time......

Anger + Fatigue

This week to me has been a really hectic week, with the beginning of school and the exams and homework I've been getting really doesn't help me AT ALL=.= Aside from stressful homework, I am also worried about my health which seriously affected me from getting a good night sleep for the whole week and now I even have problems relating to other personal issues which I rather not talk about or else I'm gonna use someone as a punching bag><( Yes, I'm seriously not in a good mood) and thanks to a lot of unfortunate things that happened to this week as well == So, now I'm going to get the sleep that I deserve and release all my stress tomorrow........

I'm Trying, I Really Am....

A lot has happened in this year's Chinese New Year, I drank sake and wine, I visited a house that had turkeys, I fell down, I put my phone in my washing machine, my computer got a virus( yes, what random things happen to me during this period of time Xp) Anyway, aside from all those wonderful moments in my life, I'm struggling yet again, something that were never meant to happen is happening, and its going affect the bond that we have and now I'm trying my best to connect us all together and prove to you all that no matter where we are, where we study our friendship will never change.............................................................................................................