I Am Not Ready...And I Will Never Be....

With the passing of days that went by me so quickly, I know that I will soon be separated from my friends. Though I must say this, I am not ready, to face life without you guys, though I know that some of you is going to accompany me here, the idea of not seeing all of you whenever I can, still scares me....... I want to still laugh with you guys, play with you guys, go watch a movie with you guys, go bowling with you guys and do the things that we can do when we are all here with me. Even though I know it very clearly that you guys are going away to further your studies and realize your dreams and with this separation is inevitable and you guys will always have my full support in everything you do( except for bad things Xp) but deep inside, I really want to tell you guys to stay here though I know its not possible. To think about what will happen to all of us when you guys go away, it make me realize it now I am not ready and I never will be to say goodbye to you all......and now I will end this post with a drop of my tear......and enjoy the days we have left to the fullest.......

Dreams and Mofos

Lately the dreams I had bugs me, especially the dream I had last night.............I could hear someone or something telling me this "I now shall separate thou friends and thou to the four corners of the world and thou shall never see them again........" and with that a a magic circle appeared beneath me and all twelve of my friends disappeared slowly in front of my eyes. After that I opened my eyes again, I was in a classic and cool uniform that Japanese or Korean students wear( It looked nice, I gotta admit that XD) and my surroundings was different from before, as it was fill with scenery that I have yet to seen. Then, a piece of map appeared in front of me, it was a map of the world and on that map was faces of my friends and each of them was scattered all over the world,some in Australia , one in Germany, and the rest was somehow blur to me. Then, I thought that I must find my friends even though they are scattered all over the world but first I must worked my best to get used to my new surrounding before I can find them........and that's how it before I woke up. Though I must say that this is a very weird dream as it was filled with magic and a lot of mofos I have never seen in my life, maybe it may be foreseeing dream (ooooo XD) or maybe its just that we will be separating soon or it maybe because of all the manga that I have read which reminds me that there were a familiar scene in one of the mangas I read Xp................Well I guess we'll never know.,....hahaha XD

Dance into the night part 2 XD

Again it began with slow music and a empty dance floor, and yes it then again became full of old and young dancers....... But this time besides good food, music and entertainment, I noticed somethings that were quite amusing to me XD 1st, there was a woman who looked like Wilhelmina from Ugly Betty on the dance floor( chinese btw XD) and 2nd there were actually a lot of other dance studios in our country(Awesome!!!) Anyway there were several types of dances that were preformed tonight including Spring Waltz, Jive, Lucille Waltz, Quickstep, Four Step, Paso Doble and a lot which I don't want to mention cos I'm really tired right now. Ok guys heres some of the pictures I took tonight XD

Waltz

Cha cha

I forgot what this was Xp

The end of the evening for me XD- Christmas Waltz( super easy XD)

从跌倒的地方站起来飞翔

my artwork XD

不管我们在人生的道路跌了几次，我们都应该从我们跌倒的地方站起来飞翔，不管是学业，爱情 或工作失败了，我们都不能放弃。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Time, Will You Stop For Me?

Time, you move too quickly till I can no longer catch up to you.
Time, you are changing me and my friends slowly for the better of us.
Time, you rushing me to the future that I am not ready to face.
Time, you are separating me and my friends or is it fate who is responsible for it.
Time, you ended my high school life in an instant.
Time, will you stop for me? just this once will do, so take I can be with my friends longer before the destined separation....

I Am Here- The story XD

  "From ashes to ashes, dust to dust ......" those were the words I heard as I stood aside and watch the black box that held me in it for my eternal slumber being lowered down into the ground. I died 7 days ago, I was a father, a husband and a lawyer. My life ended in a blazing fire that happened in my house, though by now I should move on to the other side, however I can't do that, at least not for now.
   The moment I die, I feel nothing but coldness, and then I saw him. He gave out such a warming light and said"  You are Maxwell Rose right? You died while trying to save you daughter, Madeleine Rose and your wife, Catherine Rose."  I was stunned by his presence for while and then I quickly nodded my head. After that, he told me that he will bring to the other side however before he did he told me a devastating news.
   My five years old daughter will too have her life taken from her on the seventh day after my death, I was shocked to hear that and straight away I ask him to help me save her. He pondered for several seconds and told me again that he will let me have a chance to save her. However, he told me that if I am not able to save her then he will have to take me and my daughter to the other side.
  Since then  I waited for this day to come. I watched her play in front yard like she always did and then the ball that she kicked rolled to the road . She then ran towards it and just like any movie a truck was coming to her way. I ran to as fast as I could and I gather up all my strength and pushed her to the roadside. Though it was only for a second I was visible to her and I was sure that she saw me.
  After that, a light appeared before me I knew that I must go into the light as my job is done. Before I went into the light, I hugged my daughter and told her to grow up happy and healthy  and that I am here for you always even though I knew she could not hear words. However, before I was engulfed by the warm light, I heard her said it, " Thank you Daddy, take care....." and with that I am able to rest in peace.....